Bored Out Of My Mind
I get up in the morning and the first thought that pops in my head is what the hell am I going to do today?
I worked my whole life and retired at a early age of 52, I was a carpenter and considered myself lucky to retire with a good pension and all the time in the world to do what I want when I want.
I soon found out that this was the one thing that would lead me down the path of depression and over thinking my life.
I should also mention I'm divorced with no children and very few hobbies but that never seem to matter before because hung out with many acquaintances.
What happens is people go in different directions and I found myself on the outside looking in.
I am in desperate search of what to do with my life to bring satisfaction and not just be existing out here waiting to die.
I am somewhat of a health nut, I exercise and eat healthy everyday and try to stay away from the party lifestyle so I don't end up a lonely old man sitting at the end of a bar.