Retirement: Time to do what you want
I first found this blog month ago and it was so much help to me.
Your anxiety is natural. My situation was like yours. My advice is to enjoy by doing the things you love for awhile before you decide about jobs and then find something fun.
I just returned from a trip that wasn't planned (I've always been a planner) and ended up in Pella, Iowa. I had a wonderful time and plan on doing more of the same spontaneous things.
This is your time to do what you want. You deserve it after all your years of work. Once you come to peace with that, the world is yours.
Retirement is wonderful!!!!