All Alone and So Depressed
Lost my second young adult child a year ago. Yes have been to grief counseling, talked to my ministers, and I know no one can bring either child back.
Lost my best friend two years ago, in a brutal car accident. we traveled and did many fun things. My neighborhood is not friendly. i could be dead for days and no one would know.
I feel like i have nothing to live for..
Have a son left But he does not call that often, and his wife never calls or texts or ever calls to see if i am alive. It hurts.
The son I lost was always visiting or calling me. A great caring communicator. I miss him terribly. Lately I feel like everything I touch goes wrong..can’t do anything right. so feel I should move to Florida and get out of the cold.
My minister said getting away from all the sadness might help, hope i will meet some nice, new people. I truly need a friend and pen pal...
So alone I have gotten to the point I don’t even want to leave the house, or do anything socially...anyone else feel like this?
Would love to hear from someone...