Learning about Codependency
For many years, I've been unhappily married I got on antidepressants and seen a counsler it took me a long time to figure out I could be having a codependent problem or a husband with a personality disorder. I have been studying alot on the Internet it has helped me understand alot.
The more knowledge I gain the better I feel. I have not left my husband, almost did, but I'm unemployed and it's hard to get a new life at the age of 68.
A place to live tried to see if I could get section 8 but it was too much for me to bear and overwhelming there is nothing easy about it. I called a lawyer about a divorce and he really made me feel there's no hope he said no matter what I do. I won't be happy and that really felt there's no hope... but now I'm back accepting this my husband will never change.
he gets spells where can be tolerable and lots of days nothing goes right for him. it seems he's never happy and blames the world for his handicap or anything else he can think of.
Now we decided to move from mich to Tennessee. I have a brother that lives there, but my new grand daughter lives here. I love Tennessee. I also love my grand daughter as long as I get to see her a week or two every now and then I won't mind moving.
I'm thankful to be able to write this down this is my story in short.