Lonely... I'm Not Living.
by Naomi/ CA
It's 5am feeling lonely, lost questioning my life. I've been reading everyone's response to loneliness and I can truly relate and I am frightened.
My daughter's don't get it?? I really don't have any real friends and I stopped working. I can't use the word retired .
I'm 74 yrs young. I'm lost, I'm used to being by myself but I was working and being alone then was okay. My money, not the same now. I have lots of time on my hands.
No one really cares about me and that's not feeling pity for myself, it's true.
I have given of myself so much to others, no one thinks of me feeling any kind of way because I was always doing something or going somewhere.
Now I'm just here.