Interesting, I just retired Oct. 23, 2016. It has been almost a year now.
I am extremely miserable. I wake up facing endless cleaning and gardening, and whatever needs to be done around the house.
This is extremely unfulfilling. I feel as if at one time I was running 200 miles an hour and now running 0 miles an hour. The world has stopped spinning....
I know life is short. The past 56 years have gone extremely fast. I do not want to waste time being so miserable.
Our 4 children live in 4 different states and have their own independent lives...which is good.
I am still in this dilemma. This week I am beginning a workout regiment with a personal trainer once a week. I am searching the internet for different ways of coping and thinking. I like to write, so I am responding to this.
One step at a time. One activity at a time. One day at a time.... I am practicing PATIENCE, today. Breathing in the Fall air. Enjoying my morning coffee.