My New Plan
Okay I m tired of kicking myself for retiring when I wasn’t ready. Grieving won’t change things. My job is gone and I can't go back.
My new plan involves taking transit every other day through the week to different malls or parks. My job was a long ways to go so I might as well pretend I m going to work. It will get me out of the house.
I may go skating & do other things. But as long as I can get out of the house daily it will help.
No one understands or cares anymore. As long as I’m doing something I’m happy. I can go to a park as well. I’ll just keep pretending to go back to work.
I can hang out at my old campus in the library. It’s better than pacing around the house.