Retired with no sense of what it would be like
I am a 55 year old male that took early retirement after 18 years, was not financially ready yet had to do it because of stress and anxiety.
My wife is disabled, total income is about 42000.00 a year, it will be very tight I cannot get out of bed in the morning and obsess about financial issues and am depressed. I have thought about ending it all but know that is not what should be done.
I have no hobbies to fall back, no money to start a hobby as every cent goes to living.