Scared of retirement decision
I turn 55 in June and for retirement, and I must give 2 months notice... Which means in 10 days time.
Due to exchange rate situation (which is very complex to explain), once I turn 55 my expected pension begins to reduce gradually right from one month after my 55th birthday.
So I started mental preparation to disengage on my 55th birthday. But now 10 days to that day, am scared out of my wits.
There's no volunteer jobs in my environment and my kids are all grown and live abroad. I have shifted the goal post for another 6 months. I don't know if I will ever be mentally prepared. My pension is good if I go at 55 so not scared of financial issues.
Just scared of boredom.