Semi retired 😒
by Tyrone Lewis
(Davenport Florida. Usa)
I've been semi-retired for 6 months. Living with daughter and her family.
Was on my own and had an amazing practice as a psychotherapist. I would work 5 to 6 days per week always interacting with someone. I exercised and continue to swim and stretch. (Back problems) I felt I could do anything at anytime.
I am 64 single really divorced. Where did "I" go? I see clients via teletherapy. I swim 4 days a week yet don't feel that I am receiving any emotional currency.
All my aches and pains seem amplified. Am lonely, yeah even with a shit load of kids around.
This coronavirus crap is limiting and currently I have no car. Have to ask for favors. Don't feel real balanced. On anti-depressants and getting a complete medical workup.
I want female companionship for the first time in years!! On the other hand, I can't push myself to get off my ass.
Trying to adjust to my finances and limited transportation. Whining huh?
When I talk about it I feel better. Maybe therapy???
Thanks for listening!