Teacher Retirement Regrets
I retired a year and a half ago as a teacher for children with autism, down syndrome, cerebral palsy and multiple disabilities. I found a part time job as an assistant in a preschool 5 minutes from my home.
I keep thinking about my old job so much. I keep saying I should have never retired.
I had 7 hernia operations within a year and a half. the hernias keep recurring. That was why I retired.
I have racing thoughts all night and day about my old job. My old job was very demanding and very stressful. My new job is very pleasant. I can't stop thinking about my old job. I can't get it out of my head and I need to move on and stop looking back but I cant. It is making me sick. Can anyone help me with this?