What's the matter with me?
I totally understand your wonderment at all of these new feelings and habits.
i retired as a counseling psychologist in 2013. i still work two day counseling the disabled. but even with part time work i feel like i'm living in slow motion.
worse is the lack of connection with people. i have a boyfriends, but i still feel like i'm floating in space a lot of the time.
my friends don't like to do the things i like and 2 have died. it's hard to meet friends even though i teach a course twice a year at the senior program entitled, "friendship matter."
i just don't feel like me.