I retired 6 months ago. I worked for 31 years as a collection agent for the local water dept. I really loved my job but the city had a great retirement package and as soon as I was eligible I cashed in.
I have a lovely wife, two grandkids and a great hobby making trash into art.
Last week I just felt a dread come over me that I hadn't felt in a long time. I take antidepressants and they helped me 25 years ago with a chemical imbalance.
I wake up every morning now hoping the sun does not come up! I felt the same thing 25 years ago. I have gone to my doctor who prescribed a booster to my antidepressant but it takes about 30 days to kick in.
I am so glad I found this site I. it tells me I am not ALONE!!
I know I will get thru this I just need to become active again thanks so much for this site!!!!