What have I done?
It is 9 months since I stopped working and I was beginning to settle into the more relaxed timeframe. I was not doing anything new or really exciting but was enjoying my dogs, garden, catching up on reading.
Then it happened. I was offered a consulting contract for 1-2 months which I completed.
Now I am on a second contract and am not quite sure how I ended up back in the work force or how to extricate myself again. I have turned down a third contract. i know some of you are wondering why I have a problem with this. Surely it is good to keep busy and the money is certainly good.
The problem is that I cannot work up any enthusiasm for doing the same work that I left 9 months ago.
I would be interested to know if anyone has gone back to work and found that it is just not the same. I loved what I did but cannot get really excited by it.
Have I just passed some point of no return ? I am bewildered and confused. It was so easy to get sucked back in.